Film release poster Missy Jubilee 193 MULLUM 99
https://missyjubilee.com/films/193-mullum-99/

By Alan Rogers, London

Alan

It is a measure of age that I still think of 1999 as not that long ago. It feels like yesterday. I throw myself into that plunge pool of memories. I bathe in a frenzied slideshow of thoughts.

My favourite books from my youth were anything by Douglas Adams (my ‘nom-de-plume’ has always been Dirk Gently, do you remember?), or Terry Pratchett. I still love to re-read those books from time to time. Adams in particular still makes me ache with laughter.

Missy

I do remember Dirk Gently from nine years ago

Alan

Having watched your film once through I realised my homework this week was to watch Buffalo ‘66. Hence the wait. I had to source it, then find a practical time to watch it.

Missy

I’m impressed with your dedication to backgrounding Alan

Alan

Having watched it now, I think I see what you mean by ‘dishonest victim’. Let’s call her Wendy (I know her real name is Layla, but she slips into the Wendy character very easily). Wendy doesn’t fit in. When we meet her, she is tap dancing with people in leotards and she is in an inappropriate sundress and cardigan wearing tights.

At some point in the film, the cardigan turns into a jacket but to be honest I just took that to mean she had it in her car. She is waiting for something to happen in her life and Billy walks in and kidnaps her. She cannot believe her luck. She is given numerous opportunities to get away from the hapless Billy Brown, but she never takes them, preferring to wait for him to return to her kidnapping.

Missy

When the best thing happening in your life is your own kidnapping, perhaps you need to develop more outside interests

Alan

In some ways her story is more intriguing. We don’t know what made her so casual about what is being done to her. I take it to mean that she is as unloved as Billy, as forgotten and ignored, and with Billy she see’s a kindred spirit.

Missy

It is quite fascinating writing by Vincent Gallo. I read several interviews with him about the film, and I admire that he never felt he had to explain every detail of the plot, preferrring to leave it to the audience to figure out

Alan

Without wishing to be a ‘spoiler’ we also see an alternative ending where she is Billy’s saviour. Her narrative purpose from the start is to save Billy from himself. The viewer has to decide if she is successful in this unselfish and loving act. Wendy is also the saviour of the ‘lost boys’ in Peter Pan. Not sure that is relevant though.

Missy

I did not know that. Nice pickup

Script

The discipline of the written word

Punishes both stupidity and dishonesty

-john steinbeck

Alan

Good Evening.

The Steinbeck quote could be taken a number of ways. I like to interpret it as a critical thinking exercise. As a thought experiment into what constitutes truth, and the permanence of recorded opinion. It is useful, I think to include the word ‘recorded’, Steinbeck was considering only the written word for most of his life. But recorded speech is as permanent and as verifiable. Only spoken word can be misinterpreted and suffers impermanence. Your art is recorded art. It is permanent.

Script

What is the essence of a person?

Is it their best qualities?

Or their worst qualities?

Or their secret qualities?

Alan

Before I answer that, I should say here that I genuinely love Christina Ricci as an actor.

Missy

I agree. The camera loves her, and her inflections are so slight, but powerful

Alan

She has got her acting chops around some very tricky roles and has never shied away from roles that she knew the MSM (main stream media) would unfairly use to taint her ‘real’ personality. I wonder how many people would consider Vincent Gallo as a man on the brink of unspeakable violence in real life.

Missy

Very true. I also note that Vincent Gallo scored the movie, and his music choices are exceptional

Alan

In Buffalo ‘66 she has so few lines, but she is integral to the story and her responses are so measured and perfect. She is not the star. Gallo’s performance is sublime, but she is the perfect actor to play off against.

Missy

Sublime is definitely the word I would use as well. He inhabits the character

Alan

So what do I believe is the essence of a person?

A person is both a measure of their qualities, and their inadequacies. A person is made up of many variables that change over time. Each day will bring a different person to the fore with character being a relative constant, alongside variables such as emotion, fatigue and health which is integrated into experience. As referenced below; I do not think you can apply formulae. But I do think that due to the never ending changes that take place within ourselves, we are not the same person today, that we was yesterday.

I don’t expect that was a very good answer though.

Script

I believe that the essence of a person is created

By three. Distinct, singular, disparate inputs

Alan

This music is played at the end credits of Buffalo. I like the song. Never heard it before. I like the line ‘stabs it with a spoon’.

Script

A guiding principle

An influential person

And a significant place

Alan

I was trying to work out where nature and nurture fit in here. I mean; I guess ‘guiding principle and influential person’ could be interpreted as nurture, and ‘significant place’, nature?

(TITLES)

Script

A lie will always lie in wait

  1. GUIDING PRINCIPLE
Script

The word ‘victim’ suggests innocence

And innocence, by the inexorable logic

That governs all relational terms

Suggests guilt

Alan

I am no expert at these things but I have never equated the word ‘victim’ with ‘guilt’ personally.

Missy

I don’t think I explained that writing clearly enough. I meant, victim suggests innocence, and therefore innocence suggests guilt, and inexorable relational logic suggests that the guilty person is the perpetrator

Script

But not all victims are innocent

Alan

Agreed. But that is another subject entirely.

  1. INFLUENTIAL PERSON
Script

This is a film about the most important lesson

My mother ever. Taught me

How to be a dishonest victim

Alan

I guess Mothers have a huge influence on our ‘essence’ as beings. They genuinely mould us into beings. I personally believe that not enough money is spent by governments on ‘early years’ development (the natural progression into firs stage education) It is has a huge impact on future generational behaviours. Learnt behaviours can often be traced back to early years development.

This is what makes Billy’s mother so abhorrent. She reminds me of Mrs Wormwood from the book ‘Matilda’ by Roald Dahl. She is entirely selfish and absolves herself from any responsibility for her child.

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Like the lip sync singing by the pervert father, Wendy’s tap dance sequence is purposely badly mimed. However it was not until this point that I realised she still had her sparkly tap shoes on.

Script

(more titles)

  1. SIGNIFICANT PLACE
Script

Mullumbimby nsw australia november 1999

(even more titles)

Mullumbimby is a small town in australia

Inhabited by drug addicts, new age freaks,

Criminals, dirt scratchers, charlatans, hippies,

Corrupt politicians & paedophiles

Alan

I clearly do not know Mullumbimby. It sounds lovely. (According to visitnsw.comhttps://www.visitnsw.com/destinations/north-coast/byron-bay-area/mullumbimby)

Script

It is where I grew up

It is where I escaped from

It is where this event took place

Mullum 99 was my buffalo 66

Alan

Mullum is (obviously) a shortening of Mullumbimby. But I like the full name better. Personally. I also like the fact that 99 is an inversion of 66. And 66 and 99 have sexual undertones to them. As do the two films presented.

Script

In the 1999 film buffalo 66, after being released from

Prison, billy is set to visit his parents with his wife,

Who he does not actually have

This provokes billy to act out, as he kidnaps a girl

And forces her to act as his wife

Alan

To be honest I think the term ‘act out’ is perhaps a cultural reference. It is not much used in England. It clashes in my mind with the term ‘act as his wife’.

Script

I had a similar experience

Alan

Having watched both films, I tend to disagree here. But I suspect I have missed something important.

This is the bit where Billy explains to Wendy what her role is.

Script

Similar because it involved being released

From an institution, a car, stockholm syndrome,

False victimhood and acting out in a small town

Alan

In your case though. I had the impression that you were Billy, until you state below that you saw yourself as Wendy. I guess I was influenced by your backstory.

Missy

You have picked up on a duality here, and I did struggle for many weeks on how to thematically imply I was both Billy and Wendy

Script

Based on a lived experience

Continued from episode 192 ‘she monsters’

Part 1: know thyself

Alan

Love this version of ‘I’m a Believer’. Is it the one from Shrek?

Missy

That’s the one

Script

Know thyself

Is a dictum in the upanishads from 3000bc

Alan

I was not aware. Thank you.

Script

The upanishads are the ancient vedic sanskrit texts

Which later became the basis for hinduism

But what they meant by ‘know’ and ‘self’ is different

A persons conception of themselves

Has a relational correlation with their reasoning

To know them, it is critical to know what reasoning

A person assigns to their experiences

Alan

It is not a huge leap for us to imagine that we are a sum of our experiences, but I guess it was a bit of a leap back in the day.

Script

Getting in a car naked

With a man you’ve just fucked on the beach

Because you need a lift home

Is like being christina ricci in buffalo 66

Alan

You see yourself as Wendy? Or is this just another clever example of your linguistic trickery.

Missy

The setup is as Wendy, the throughplay is as Billy

Alan

This sped up film of you naked in a car is a very erotic segment. The music is very appropriate.

Script

Films use a simple narrative arc

That is based on an opening dramatic statement

Will (the protagonist) accomplish (main goal) despite (main obstacle)?

In my case, that statement would be

Will I get home safely, despite acting like a slut

With someone I didn’t know?

Alan

I realise that the film of you naked in the car was taken after the ‘lived experience’ but nonetheless. Being naked in a car is a bold move.

The statement will you get home safely, is moot. You intimated you had already had sex with the guy driving. He is unlikely to want to have sex again so soon, but then again you may have been willing to comply with that anyway, given the fact that you had not bothered to get dressed afterwards. In the shown film you are clearly aroused by the situation, regardless. Perhaps it is the risk of being caught that is fuelling your adrenaline.

Missy

Exactly. But what happens when one is caught?

Alan

If you are implying your ‘stranger’ could have turned violent in the car, then this point is valid; but my assumption is that you had unconsciously carried out a mental risk assessment before climbing in. This is where Wendy’s story is as intriguing as yours. What made her/you act (out) that way?

Script

To answer that

You have to consider literary psychology

And the purpose of villains and narrative props

In this story, there is an assumed villain

Alan

Fella driving.

Script

And there is a narrative prop – which is me

In almost all films, the villain represents

The weakness of the human psyche

Alan

Billy is clearly damaged. He does not comprehend and process what other’s see as ‘acceptable behaviour’. It is not his fault, but his experience in life is one of bad things constantly happening to him, to the point where he has built a wall around himself. A wall that Wendy see’s as a challenge to climb over.

The Stranger driving we know nothing about. Not even the one we can observe (very slightly) in your film. We know they are talking to you, sharing a joint. We know they have a superhuman ability to keep their eyes on the road despite constant incentive not to.

Script

The narrative prop is the centre point

Around which the villain operates

In buffalo 66, the christina ricci character

Is a ‘dishonest victim’

She throws herself into the situation

With willingness and zeal

Alan

Not sure I agree with the word ‘throw’. But I do agree that she is willing.

Script

It is her sexual provocation

That moves the man who moves the plot

Alan

Again. I tend to agree to disagree here. She is trying to seduce him, that is apparent, but he is too scared (and naive) to respond to that. It is not until she hurls the four letter word through the door that he is moved to respond to her.

Script

But what if someone saw her playing that role?

In this case of the naked car ride

The driver is presumed to be the villain

Alan

I am not so sure. If I saw a naked girl in a car, would I immediately assume that the guy with her has made her strip naked? Possibly. But my first thought would be ‘lucky so and so’, before grinning widely and applauding. Which would be a terrible thing to do if the girl had indeed been kidnapped and stripped beyond her will. I have taken the situation not to be that. I have taken the situation to be the girl is comfortable with being naked in the car.

The trouble is, the argument is quite circular. The guy would happily take the role of villain if he gets to see (and possibly do more to) the girl who is naked. The girl who is naked want’s to relinquish responsibility for her being in such a state, so is looking for the guy to take the blame, which he is happy to do.

Script

But this is dependent on his actions

In the face of sexual provocation

It would be assumed that the driver was up to no good

And the naked girl was being kidnapped

Alan

Kidnapped is a bit of a leap. I think.

Script

To escape responsibility for her actions

The dishonest victim could play out the victim role

Blaming the driver for her depraved situation

Perhaps even enhancing her victim narrative

Saying she found herself in this situation

Because the villain made her take drugs

In all likelihood the victim would be believed

Because what girl would place herself in this situation

Alan

This is a classic narrative to be fair. There is a great episode of the ‘Modern Family’ TV series, where Phil Dunphy takes his wife Claire to a hotel as a way of escaping family life and boosting their love life. She suggests a role play where he picks her up in the bar as a stranger. Things are not going too well until he says the lines ‘I want to take you to a room and do all the things your husband won’t do to you, because he respects you too much’. At which point she downs her drink and says ‘stop there’ and drags him to the room.

Missy

LOL

Alan

My point is she wants to relinquish responsibility, she wants to be made to do things outside her comfort zone. But she doesn’t want to initiate them.

Naked car girl cares not one jot about who initiated what. She just knows that she cannot be held responsible for being naked. That she has a perfect alibi in the clothed man in the seat next to her.

Script

But what then happens to the driver?

He could be cast out of society

Alan

Are we talking about Billy or the Stranger? (Just realised that Billy Joel wrote a song called ‘The Stranger’ – all about mask wearing, it is very good).

Script

Labelled as a ‘pervert’ or ‘deviant’

Even sent to prison

For making an ‘innocent’ girl do such things

Alan

Here’s the thing. Billy could have been sent to jail for kidnap. But I doubt Wendy would have testified. Likewise the stranger could have been sent to jail for kidnap, but that would suggest the naked girl would be willing frame the stranger as a kidnapper?

If it suited her to do so. It would take a cold dead heart to do so, but…..

Script

The only person who would know otherwise

Would be the dishonest victim

And her adherence to the story would be complete

Because confessing would label her for life

As a slut, hypocrite and a liar

Alan

She was found naked in a car with a stranger. How far would she go to protect her reputation?

The concept of ‘reputation’ could therefore explored, but instead you have chosen to explore her motivation:

Script

But what does she want?

While her singular goal may be sexual compromise

Which leads to validating her as a visible entity

Thereby giving her life structure and meaning

Her over-reliance on it makes her life meaningless

Because any human connection is inconsequential

It is only a by-product of her manipulation

She is better served

By making the villain want sex

While refusing him access to it

This represents control

Which she considers ‘winning’

And when she achieves it

She can cast off the villain

Without a second thought

Because she has played his assigned role

Alan

She does what she does, for the purpose of ‘control’. She validates her life by means of ‘controlling’ people to do what she wants.

Most males have become willing victims in this game. It has played itself out down the centuries.

There was a history programme on TV the other night, where a couple of female historians were discussing prostitution in the middle ages. They were honest enough to say that for most women born into that age their only way out of poverty was to sell themselves, either to many as a prostitute or to marry the wealthiest man they could snag (prostitution one man at a time), love was for the losers. Not saying that lots of women did not choose the ‘loser’ route, but many did chose the more cynical sexual provocation route, and were successful doing so.

Script

In her unhealthy psychodrama of validation

The villain, also known as the tertiary antagonist

Alan

Tertiary? Who is the secondary then? The brother?

Missy

I am playing the primary and secondary antagonist in this plot line. I know, it’s complicated. Like my life. I think I’m going to do an easier narrative for the next couple of films to give my brain a rest

Alan

This starts a montage of clips that are played under the following words. The message of the clips is that society has moulded itself into the righteous and (well lets call them the) wrongteous. You make a case that the wrongteous were right all along.

Script

Must grapple with the question of goodness

This is a question studiously avoided

By the narrative prop

She became an expert at coldness for the sake of utility

But despite her best efforts

She couldn’t control all of her external environment

External awareness of her actions

Created the need for more dishonesty

He brother had been following her the whole time

This created a need for a set of alternative facts

Narrative props operated within defined ‘battlespace’

And in that battlespace

The consequences for others was not a high priority

Reasoning is the activity

Of weaving together different dimensions

Of one’s existence

With a view to discovering

Which hypothesis

Is their inner truth

The self-conscious truth seeker

Never suspends awareness

Of the need for logical consistency in their reasoning

To not do so leads to self-delusion

And it impossible to love a delusional person

Alan

Music changes. I like it.

I remember talking to a chap at work. Years ago. About his wild daughter. She used to frequent a local lorry park and have sex with the drivers in the back of their cabs. He would try and find her and if he did, he would pull her out. But more than once ended up in a fist fight with the lorry driver. But who was the victim? I never really worked it out, or why he told me about it at all.

Script

‘you cannot ask for love’

Alan

‘IT MAY COME’

‘IF YOU WAIT’

Script

‘year after year after year’

‘love is the rain’

‘that falls in the night’

Alan

Music stops. A garage scene in Breaking Bad (I recognise the actor). A pile of money is revealed to show that it is all about cash. As the Rutles sang in their parody of ‘All you need is Love’; ‘All you need is Cash’. It makes the world go round. Apparently.

Script

‘hard in december’

Alan

‘DRY IN JULY’

Script

‘but I have you now’

‘by the throat’

‘by the pound’

‘and I’m going to drink you down’

‘you can’t ask for love like a dog’

-lyrics by holy holy

Alan

Music starts again.

Script

One’s internal perception of self-worth

Is based on their internal value system

But everything emanates from the brain

And if the brain’s value system

Is based on flawed internal reasoning

It becomes impossible for the dishonest victim

To inhabit many personalities

Alan

We and all those around us only exist in our brains. We perceive life through a lens that shows the world upside down. Our brains extrapolate that data and using other senses make our world real. Once we have satisfied all physical and scientific criteria, the brain searches for narrative. We are pre-programmed to invent stories. Like we are pre-programmed to see the human face in ink blobs.

Once we have satisfied our natural need for a narrative, we start to conceptualise order. We rank things, which is where your value system starts to emerge. It is basically about prioritising.

Missy

That is a succinct summary. Yes, it is about prioritising

Alan

Ah. You say. But I was talking about flawed internal reasoning. Where the brains ability to prioritise is damaged.

Yes. I say. That is possible, but rare. So let’s consider that Billy has a damaged sense of self worth and his priorities are all out of order. He wants to murder someone he does not know based on an unsubstantiated story he has heard. The narrative arc shows us that redemption is possible. Even for Billy.

THEREFORE

Script

The mathematical formula for personality is

Value = (reasoning – feeling), where ~ = (matching)

Alan

I tried. But I can’t mix emotion with logic. Sorry.

Script

What squares your moon doesn’t interest me

Alan

Good line. No. VERY good line.

Missy

LOL. Yes, I liked that

Script

I just want to know that you will suffer for me

Alan

This soundtrack is absolute filth. Catchy though.

Script

Bonus track

Fucking ninja style by mickey rourke

Rogue warrior video game end credits song

Hide and seek mutherfuckers

Anybody home?

Daddy’s here

C’mon, glad to see me fuckers?

Send me the bill

Motherfucking cocksuckers

I’m over here fuckface

There’s gonna be fucking asses

Bleeding all over the place

Sorry assholes, but your quiet day

At the office is about to

Get severely fucked up

What the fuck was I doing again?

Alan

OH, YEAH,

Script

Fucking shit up.

Goddam cock breath

Commie motherfuckers

You fucking asshole

You fucking pig farmers

Drop dead motherfucker

You fucking amateurs

I own your fucking souls

Fucking commie bitch

Yeah, some capitalism for you pussy

You fucking shitty pig

Time to move

I got bad guys to send

To commie heaven

Fucking ninja style

I’m gonna bring it to them

I’m gonna show them

What time it is

Fucking ninja time is what time it is

Alan

What? Actually did not enjoy typing that out. I think I might have to go and take a shower.

Missy

That song is so over the top that it is hilarious

Script

Since I was lonely from the start

The end is mine to write

Because when forever comes around

You’ll never see me again

So I hope someone is going to pray for you

Alan

I do not believe in the power of prayer. However I would like to know if this is a quote. It feels like a quote. I cannot imagine why you would write this otherwise.

Missy

It is a lamentation to those left behind by the hunger games. I wrote it as the piece to accompany my exit from the car, and the words of Whiterose in Mr Robot when she says ‘after I leave, you will never see me again. There are few people in my life who I see more than once, and you are not one of them’ This writing is why I love Mr Robot so much. It is torrid, and biting.

Script

The awareness that human beings have

And their capacity for self-consciousness

Distinguishes them from all other living beings

Alan

Being self aware is fun until the drugs wear off.

This starts the quick montage of various clips that move towards a sermon about guilt.

Script

Whatever the limitations of consciousness are

Only the self conscious being can know them

Why on earth did I do this to myself?

Self-corruption is a palace to the poet

Alan

Ooh. say that again….Beautiful words.

Script

Getting what you think you deserve

Will always strip a soul to the bone

Alan

I think I deserve my soul getting stripped to the bone. I own a corrupted soul, do you?

Missy

I think so

Alan

(CREDITS)

Script

You must reconcile past events. To stop them ever happening

Agian, you must take an offensive posture, and build a

Security model that can disable those threats

  • KENT STERN
Script

Obtaining actionable intelligence for threat detection using dmx data models

As state-sanctioned measures evolve to erode

Fundamental rights, so too does the arsenal of defensive

Tools the artistic community relies on to protect their work and this provocation ignites the residue of our defiance

Alan

Not sure where that last bit came from, as to me it does not fully integrate with the theme of the rest of your film.

Missy

If I had to summarise, it relates to some people trying to make these films disappear, because they are disturbed by their brutal truthfulness. Maybe a better word than disturbed is ‘threatened’. And in a broad brush thematic dissection of Buffalo 66, perhaps one could make the macro observation that the whole film, and each player in it, is ‘threatened by the their own personal truth’ – Billy, Wendy, the mother, the father.

Alan

It may be that you wanted to send a political message about MSM, and the value of truth. It may be that you felt that control is rarely held and wielded at an individual level, as it is mostly at the mercy of big data. Or it may be another dig at your previous platforms that no longer support you.

The film as a whole was amazing. It has all the great Missy attributes; Film analysis; Philosophy; History; Sexual Intrigue; Erotic imagery and a soundtrack to die for.

It is always a pleasure to review your films. I am sorry it takes so long. Hope you are well and happy

All the best.

x

Missy

Alan Rogers