A film about being a sociopath and flying in helicopters
This film is part confessional memoir
and part primer for the curious
I hide in plain sight
I struggle to keep my feet on the ground
Fuck normalcy. Fuck fitting in
I play the game
for what it is worth
because you have to pay the bills
If you play with me
you’re playing a rigged game.
You could lose yourself
You could be eaten whole
My vagina has teeth
for the grit it makes me eat daily
Musicians and film-makers
are expected to be narcissistic and outrageous
You’re supposed to scream and dance wildly
But nobody suspects that the screaming and the wild dancing
are indicative not of awesomeness,
but of sociopathy
205 TRASH
205 Trash by Missy Jubilee — an erotic art film about what we throw away and what refuses to be discarded, part of the Projekt.
The Film
205 TRASH is a Missy Jubilee erotic art film — one entry in the ongoing Future Sex Love Art Projekt, a planned 250-film autobiographical series produced by Appaloosa Duck. This entry explores trash as both a lived experience and a cinematic language, working the boundary between poem, portrait, and confession.
Missy Jubilee’s practice sits at the intersection of experimental cinema, memoir, and erotic art. Each film treats the body as a text worth reading closely, and desire as a subject worth taking seriously. 205 TRASH continues that project — a short film that trusts the viewer to sit inside the frame without rushing to explanation.
About 205 TRASH
The film is written, directed, and performed by Missy Jubilee under the Appaloosa Duck banner. Cinematography, editing, and sound design follow the visual grammar established across the earlier films in the series — long takes, plain light, and voice-forward audio that lets the language do the work.
Watch, Read, Support
Explore the full catalogue on the Missy Jubilee films index, read the artist statement, or browse the Words section for accompanying writing. To support future films, visit the support page.