Gina on Rape

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Ok well I am kinda like you I don't like the word rape it is really a bad thing when people say it and we all know what comes to mind when it is said. I like more of the turn forced and really rough sex. To me it is being made to do something that you don't want to do and even do want to do but you are not sure if you should are scared to do something. I think what draws you to that is you like having all control taken away and just made to do what your partner wants you to so you don't have that feeling of shame like you did something bad that you would regret. I have been with a guy before and he liked it "rough" it could be great at time other time it was ok but that is how I am if I am in the mood for it it is great if I am not then it was ok. He really got into the name calling which I did also cause I love to talk a ton while I am having sex. But in order to do that kinda fantasy it is really hard as I found out first hand but to everyone it is different I just don't find I have the make up for it. There is no forcing it in my mouth I am down there asking for it and you can tell I want it I am sure I could do a better job of it now that I really understand what he wanted and likes but I would really have to be in that kinda mood for it which I hardly ever am really.