Missy Jubilee. 041. Then (NSFW version)

Missy,

This then is better than that then without a doubt.

Your message is clearer, there is greater focus. The viewer is sent on a roller coaster of emotions where in this version the drops are steeper and the views more magnificent. I do not like the conversation (in your email) about self harm, but I hope you will understand I would never doubt or belittle the depth of your depression. If I have come across as flippant in my earlier emails, it is because I mentally bracket people as safe and secure as a default position. Sorry.

This is the video you set out to make, and thank you for evolving/shaping/honing it to this level of perfection. It is a beautiful work that stands among your best yet.

Bless you,

Alan

ps. oh, and don’t worry everyone talks to themselves. I find it very therapeutic personally.