Missy, you are a truly interesting person and I have about a million questions. Having only recently stumbled on to your project, I am slowly starting to get up to speed. I still haven't quite figured out if this experiment is what I think it is or a story tellers fantasy. I recognize a lot of subtle nuances and feelings from my own experience that seem to parallel with yours but, I don't know if I trust it. If it is real I hope you find the peace and contentment you are looking for. If this is not what it seems, this is a great portrayal of an internal conflict and quest to remedy years of repressed anger and shame. Either way I do appreciate your videos and hope they give you the peace you are looking for.