Sexual Zeitgeist

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"You should just accept yourself. Maybe learn to meditate" 

-email received October 2013

"You gotta be kiddin me. All this time, that's what I've been missing?'

-Young Allie, The Notebook, 2004

And now... 

Slut (Noun): A woman who likes sex as much as a man.

Missy Jubilee in

The Future Love Sex Art Projekt

You've been warned to be cautious around doctors.

She's unstable.

But I'm on her side. I'll do anything.

It's not a dream. I assure you. 

Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about the things that matter. Martin Luther King Jnr.

A Psycho Porn Trait

Blue in the afternoon. Orange in the evening.

A real life journey into the mind of a female sexual deviant.

A short film by Missy Jubilee

Another true slut story

Now look what I found, on my brand new journey into sound. 

When you try your best, but you don't succeed.

When you get what you want

But not what you need. 

Play on the ground and nobody dies. 

Your mind is playing tricks on you again my dear

Not this time

Remixed by Missy Jubilee. 

Let's get down to brass tacks here.  

Choose life

Choose a job

Choose a career

Choose a family

They offered her their world. But she said she had her own. 


Episode 25 of 250

Relationship death by disappointment

A letter to my parents. We got issues.

What chu want now? 

What chu want now? 


Sexual Zeitgeist

One day in September in the year 2013

At any one moment, we are being bombarded by sensory information. Our brains do a remarkable job of making sense of it all. 

It seems easy enough to separate the sounds we hear, from the sights we see. 

My parents wrote me an interesting letter last month.

What did it say? 

I covered that in the Ctrl Alt Del Me episode. Didn't you watch it? 

I've been busy. Long story short? 

Long story short, they want nothing to do with me if I continue to try and find myself.

But you know what's worse than being second choice? 

Not being a choice at all

Hello to you both. 

I'm not going to continue to get stuck in the weeds of back and forth accusations and criticisms

There is one thing that concerns me in your letter - that if things change, then your attitude to me will change. 

You seem to be implying that unless I change back to who I was, there is no future for us.

What exactly do you think needs to change?

My questioning of your actions?

My questioning of your constant need to judge me?

My questioning of your anger regarding my right to have values and opinions of my own? 

My questions, full stop? 

I'm not harming anyone by seeking knowledge.

From my point of view, it's the both of you that need to change, as it is you who are unhappy with my life, not me. 

As long as you feel the need to question my choices and sanity

As you have been doing for a long time now,

Then I have no wish to see you. 

I have had enough

When that need to control me and my actions is gone, then will be the time for reconciliation - not before. 

I will always love you as my parents. 

But it's ok - you can let me go.

I won't make choices that are wrong for me. 

Love, peace & things, 


You put me down

But I got up

Now I'm just brushing off the dust. 

Stephen KIng once said

No one can tell you what goes on in-between the person you were, and the person you want to become. There is no map of that lonely section of hell. You either make it. Or you don't. 

The pain will go away


It will be better tomorrow

But I know tomorrow will be worse

Terrorised by trivialities and eaten up by nothingness

Is this how normal people exist? 

But Jeez Louise, I never meant to start a war

I just want to be ok.


Samples from the following used in the making of this film: 

Arcade Fire/Reflektor. Directed by Anton Corbijn

Box. Directed by Bot & Dolly

Requiem for a Dream. Directed by Darren Aronofsky

Trainspotting. Directed by Danny Boyle

Acid House. Directed by

Spun. Directed by Jonas Åkerlund

Gravity. Directed by Alfonso Cuaron

Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas. Directed by Terry Gilliam

Blind Melon. No Rain. Directed by Samuel Bayer

Nightmares on Wax. You wish. Directed by George Eveyln

If someone throws stones at you, they shouldn't be surprised if you pick up all those stones and build a big arse wall so they can never do it again

Music: Lo-Fidelity Allstars. Vision Incision

Music: Stonefield - Put Your Curse On Me

Music: Freedom/Anthony Hamilton

Director. Cinematographer

Max Jubilee

Producer. Editor. Sound Designer. Writer. Slut

Missy Jubilee

The Future Love Sex Art Projekt

Welcome to my world. Sometimes I see it in 8mm

Nostalgia is an ephemeral composition of disjointed memories designed to make us feel better about the past. 

Made by two people who should know better. 

But what happens if we change the picture? 

Am I normal yet?