FUTURE SEX LOVE ART PROJEKT · FILM 226 OF 250
FILM NO. 226
HOLES
‘HOLES’ is Missy Jubilee’s 226th film in the 250 film Future Sex Love Art Projekt. It is a film about lesbian tendencies, blow jobs and vagina’s that eat everything
About Holes Holes is Missy Jubilee’s 226th film in The Future Sex Love Art Projekt. It turns one blunt image into a larger argument about appetite, emptiness and the performance of being desirable. The film sits in the part of the archive where comedy, confession and explicit sexual imagery collide.
It is about the body as an opening, but also about the stories people pour into that opening: lesbian fantasy, cool-girl performance, hunger, shame and the urge to be consumed before anyone can reject you.
Credits
Written, directed, edited and produced by Missy Jubilee. Produced by Appaloosa Duck. Part of The Future Sex Love Art Projekt, a 250-film series exploring intimacy, identity, and the body.
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by Missy Jubilee
‘HOLES’ is my 226th film in the 250 film Future Sex Love Art Projekt. It is a film about cool girls, lesbian tendencies and a vagina that ate the world.
Is doing nothing
an answer
to everything?
Or is doing everything an
answer to nothing?
The reality is that on this day
I was someone’s mistake
Even as she mouthed the words
‘Fuck me like I’m a hole in the universe’
All I thought was
You don’t have any idea what I am planning…
Do you Andrea?
If only you could see
How pointless intimacy is to me
I am the one who knows it is over,
even before the holes start to appear
Better not say it in the first place
Leave it to bask in the sun.
The same sun it was born under.
The same sun that will dry the tears
when it is gone
Better to be left a mystery
Than come completely undone
I knew all along I could not be loved by my best friend
Not for hiding something
But for revealing everything
But I’m sure someone could find a hole in that theory.
Finding holes and pulling strings is a job for some people right?
My greatest fantasy was to get busy with Andrea on the beach,
and have everyone watching us – denounce us.
What if shame was walking along the beach
What would happen?
There’d be a spotlight
And a searchlight
Both
They’d find me. They look at me. They show me…
All the holes in my thinking.
and my need for an audience.
My skin is stretched
As thin as my words
Because a word
Can be a revolution
Or an idea
Worth dying for.
This is me
Being a number
And landing on a square,
I start counting backwards
from one to nothing
This is me throwing my hat
Into the ring of life
Because art is a lie
And nothing is real.
Except tadpole porn & diminishing returns
Epilogue
I thought I fucked a friend
But she fucked me
Not malevolently
She fucked me because she wanted too
Because fucking and me
Are in the same aisle
Convenience.
She said
I love your sex
but why do you give it away?
Bitch I never give anything away
But I have never asked for anything
My sex isn’t for sale
My sex is a benefit concert
For anyone
That wants to sing along
But don’t bring the kids
Andrea may have been
A picture
A flower
A desire
A promise
At times
A need…maybe
A fragment of a memory always.
But she always had a problem with any boyfriend I had
25 May 2007
Andrea: So what’s going on, why are you still doing this, what’s it about?
Missy: I don’t know. I don’t want to stop. It’s about sex and depravity.
Andrea: But what are you learning?
Missy: About myself, why I do what I do, why I react the way I do…
Andrea: So what’s Lindsey learning? Why is Lindsey doing this?
Missy: I have created an obsession within him, for fucking me. So, it’s working well
Andrea: So you’re letting yourself be used for sex.
Missy: In return for understanding of myself
Andrea: You’ve got to stop doing this to yourself.
Missy: But I didn’t. Because these were the orgasms that I had to fake to keep the obsession alive
Script review
Alan Rogers on this film
Alan Rogers is The Future Sex Love Art Projekt producer based in London. He reviews each Missy Jubilee film as a working screenplay.
HOLES Script Review
by Producer Alan Rogers in London
https://missyjubilee.com/films/226-holes/
Subject: "Holes" · Sent: 28 Oct 2024
by Producer Alan Rogers in London
This film left me confused. It is hard to work out the subject of the film from the title itself, though you allude to the title as referring to 'plot holes' in referrenced theories. Perhaps. I have watched all your films so far and find that the majority of films are not straightforward narratives. Some are abstract to the point of surrealism, and this film fits in that category for me. So a film about flawed theories? Except the narrative takes us on a well remembered sexual relationship with a girlfriend that meant more to her than it did to you, leaving her questioning your life choices. There is a Guillermo del Toro meets David Fincher middle section that not only provides some character confirming background but also provides comic relief.
There is a reference to sexual compatibility: "I knew what men wanted. They wanted a cool girl".
Men's fantasies nearly all revolve around women and girls who are compliant and willing sexually. There might be variations to this theme but boiled down to its normal constituent parts this is it. If that is what you refer to as a 'cool girl' (and the monologue suggests that is exactly what you are aiming at) then bingo.
So what do women want? What are the women's sexual fantasies? Is it dominance? Is it gentleness? Is it consideration? Is it ruthlessness?
The problem is that (for most people) the wants and needs become time dependent. The wants and needs of a couple of 16 year olds is very different to a couple of 60 year olds. To withstand the test of time, we need to adapt and reframe. Understrand that the majority of life consists of compromising. The next majority consists of acceptance of ones lot, and the minority (if you are really lucky) it will consist of mutual joy.
If you have experienced mutual joy, even for a few years. You have won at life.