FUTURE SEX LOVE ART PROJEKT · FILM 192 OF 250
FILM NO. 192
Film No. 192 · The Future Sex Love Art Projekt
SHEMONSTERS is Missy Jubilee's 192nd film in the 250 film The Future Sex Love Art Projekt. SHEMONSTERS is a film about growing up as a hideous misfit who dealt in sexual subtext
192 SHEMONSTERS A film about existing as a hideous misfit who dealt in sexual sub-text and the sparkling sound of kitschy trash Do you see me standing? I imagine your lips Saying Look at you Look at you Look at your invention Look at you Being skull fucked by your own intention How does it feel to get what you wanted?
You drank up the whole ocean And you're still thirsty Everyone is broken Including me I’m just trying to glue my shit together Into something useful Maybe beautiful Avoiding the science of stuck I look at myself and think sometimes You sad fuck You keep on equating your value with the most meaningless of things Other peoples needs You're like a flake of fish food destined for the bottom of the tank I feel every inch of their frustration as they float out on the tide Their melancholy overwhelms But there isn't a thing I can do Some say Either sink or swim I always think Swim in what?
Hold my hand as I circle the Sun Burn with me Let's see what is left When it is all done I know what I know I know what I don't What I don't know Is in between the cause and the act “You’ve changed” The words come out from between dry dusty lips intoned with disappointment Yes, I changed Isn’t the point of this gig?
Change Fuck up Fall down Learn And get up Again Or take a yoga class
Written, directed, edited and produced by Missy Jubilee. Produced by Gemini Film Partners. Part of The Future Sex Love Art Projekt, a 250-film series exploring intimacy, identity, and the body.
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