Don't mess with the wow
Slut (noun). Woman who likes sex as much as a man
Man, what is that?
What a good question
Can't wait to watch life tear you apart
A sexual submission triptych
A real life journey into the mind of a female sexual deviant
We have discussed
On a number of occasions
Evolution of you
Discussions have been
A pyscho porn trait
Remixed by Missy Jubilee
Undressing by Missy Jubilee
4, 3, 2, 1
A short film by Missy Jubilee
How about another true slut story?
Episode 24 of 250
And on that note, let's get back to the program
Not an obssesion
A very measured, nuanced approach
The dark side of the beast
Got it. On my way
What do you fantasize about Missy?
Punishment, chains, handcuffs, collars. Being submissive.
That sort of thing.
Why do you want to be punished?
Because I'm wrong
And I deserve it
I was always told that my sexuality was wrong
Why did they think your sexuality was wrong?
They caught me reading books about sex when I was 8
How did you process their reaction?
Guilt. Shame. Embarrassment. Judgement
I couldn't stop thinking about sex
One voice in my head said I was evil
One voice said I deserved to be punished
One voice said I was weird
And one voice agreed with everything said
That I was evil. Weird. Deserved to be punished
And that voice wanted me to be punished
As much as possible
And I would would enjoy every minute of it
Because I deserved it.
I was a bad girl
Because I thought about sex
What happened then?
So I began to have sex in my head
And be punished for having that sex
All in my head.
From the age of 8.
For 24 years
That's 8760 days and counting
Sex, anger, resentment & revenge.
All rolled up in one autoerotic psychosis
I don't think it will ever stop
I'm not sure I want it to stop
It's all I know
The neural pathways have been formed
I am chained to my synapses
My hands are tied with regard to this matter
One insignificant event 24 years ago. To this
It is fascinating how the brain processes events in our lives
I really only admitted this obsession last year
It was hidden in my denial behind the sofa.
Deep deep down
For a long long time
Is there anything else you feel you should be punished for?
Maybe one other thing
My brother has Downs Syndrome.
When I was 10 years old
I tried to kill him but failed
Did I really just say that?
Lookover there. Dancing!
That was some great dancing
I wish I could dance like that
You know what they say
You can't dance
You can't fuck
Who says that?
I read it on the internet
By the way, who are you
Just a voice in your head
The dead one
Soundbytes used in this film from:
Salinger Directed by Shane Salerno
Rumsfeld. Directed by Errol Morris
Stoker. Directed by Chan Wook Park
Oblivion. Directed byJoseph Kosinski
Dancing. Making Tracks. Chicago Footwork
Music 1. BRCKS Heisenberg
Music 2. Neon Stereo. Wahzoo Mix
Music 3. Dark Phunk - Everyday
Music 4. 2 Elements. Tell me boy
Music 5. Jim white - The Wrong Kind of Love
Producer. Editor. Sound Designer. Writer. Slut
The Future Love Sex Art Projekt
Welcome to my mind
Say my name
Heavy is as heavy does
Flo with the Go. A postcard from the present
BONDAGE PHOTOS BY:
I worry that I killed the real me and I'm the evil stand-in
Or the punch line