Me and girls - it's
complicated. I think the main reason I am attracted to the idea is that I
can learn a lot about what guys... are used to dealing with? So it's me
getting into a guys head, which I then examine for clues to help me be
even more.... obsessable. (New word I've coined to describe Missy's
guiding purpose in life). My formula with guys is to shock them by
skipping a step or two that they expect to have to negotiate, so then
the possibilities are endless in their mind. Only problem is most guys
aren't interesting at all - you have to find the one or two or 10 who make your mind activate.
I wonder if I repress the possibility of a genuine connection with a
girl/woman because I'm so intent on mastering the seduction of the male
it blinds me to... everything else.