First of all I love you. I love your art. I love your brazen, bad ass (or arse as you would say) attitude. I never knew someone like you could exist in this world. If even half of what you say is true you are amazing beyond what I can adequately express. You truly inspire me. Max doesn't sound that bad either. I had a couple thoughts for you. Please don't be offended, they are said with love and kindness. Is there any way you may have a chromosomal anomaly? This could be the answer you are looking for. It would make sense that your parents would try to discourage sexual tendencies to protect you. And also may explain the "deviant" (your words not mine) sexual behavior. I am by no means any sort of expert in this field, just some random guy from California who does truly love you. Gawd you are gorgeous. Take care Missy.