Just watching Wonderland for the fourth time. Trying to figure what exactly brought a tear to my eye. That moment is lost. However, you say "I think we all accept the love we think we deserve...". I don't agree w/ that. I think most people do not feel deserving of love deep down. My G-friend left me a note yesterday -"I never know what to say after watching MJ. It evokes so much sadness,anger, a jumble of feelings and memories...Hope for her and all of us..." The pastoral images in that piece are so beautiful. Your films are amazing.