Hey Missy, I just got done reading and I have to say for someone that "Can't truthfully explain your emotions" you have painted a pretty good picture with the words you have chosen. I think things like that just can't be explained in say 5 words or less. In my own head I can articulate things very clearly but when I try to share those things out loud I frustrate myself and whomever I'm talking to. Anyway I do appreciate your words and vocabulary.