I look forward to each new video. Each video leads to contemplation rather than masturbation. Your face at the end of your Swoon video brought chills, deep desire leading to tears. I don't know why. Was it the excitement of finally getting a good look at your face or the depth of sexual beauty in your face. Probably both.
Have you ever read anything by Osho? I am not a follower of Osho but find some of his thinking about sexuality helpful and outside the box of common thought.
Lastly, I wish you would get more personal on twitter concerning your day to day life and thoughts. Thanks for sharing your life with us. Your life is an opening flower that inspires contemplation and often a deep smile.