I discovered your videos while scrubbing through my Tumblr feed. I enjoy looking at nude women - admiring that which makes them so irresistible. I started watching your films just to look at you, but i ended up being intrigued by the project.
I have a fear... the fear of becoming 'ordinary'. What a terrible death for the mind to suffer. I fear that one day i will be pressed into the mold or normality and suffer stockholm syndrome - believing it to be right!
I'm 31. Once upon a time I wanted to be a great Graphic Designer, creating life on the canvas of digital paper. Today I'm an Apache pilot serving in the US Army. I've been in this business for 11 years and yet my home is littered in blank canvases and art books. My fiancé loves me but I feel she don't understand me at times. By this time next year we'll be out of the military and I'll be going back to school... for what I don't know.
I'm getting off topic here. I admire your courage. Your films are really entertaining - visually, intellectually and erotically. I was turned on by your films at first but now that arousal resides in my mind... and that's pretty cool.
Best of luck to you. I look forward to your next installment and to the eventual self discovery.