Recently I happened upon your videos and I am fascinated, not only by the creative images but also the messages. Unlike you, apparently, I repress my sexual perversions out of guilt and fear. Nobody really knows the other side of me. It lives only in the realm of fantasy. It lives vicariously through things like your videos. I often imagine encounters with someone like you, but it never happens. So I imagine being one of those guys putting suntan cream on your back or seeing a woman like you at the pool. But it's always out there--beyond my reach. I love the line from one of the videos: "those born under the sign of pain." Thanks for easing my pain--or adding to it--I don't know.