This is one of your most brilliant, most vulnerable pieces to date. I can't even begin to comprehend the words to use, to express how I feel. I won't say to forgive yourself, because you've ignored those words a thousand times over. I can't hope you change, because you have already accepted who and what you are, in spite of what you think. your demons remain hidden in the shadows ... They exist, you know they are there, but they have no face, you can't find them in the darkness. What I admire most, is that you have found a way to expose what I feel many keep hidden, and wouldn't possibly survive if they were exposed. Again I say brilliant, Missy.