“ Walk through that door, shatter my will Broke just like glass, that perfect pitch. Strait jackets tight can't scratch that itch. She's what you want but there's the catch. In to every thought she'll soon crash. But she cuts She cuts a line Straight through to happiness Can't wake up from this dream Delusions are my favorite scene Don't let the anesthesia fade Don't want to know just what I've made Don't want any part of what is real. Just leave me here where I can feel. But she cuts She cuts a line Straight through to happiness A chosen drug she's what I need Numb the pain and set me free In frame and verse the solace comes Resolves bled dry intent succumbs Not proud No not proud of it Not proud No not too proud of it But she cuts She cuts a line Straight through to happiness Turn away don't watch me drown Keep your pride put on your frown I'll keep me here in my own mind Surviving where no one can find Hidden here in her plain sight Between the darkness and the light But she cuts She cuts a line Straight through to happiness Straight through to happiness
svengali55 commented on your video, Missy Jubilee. 064 White Grrl Niggrr:
Thank you for the insight into what seems to be your world of internal
conflict. The way it is presented is a credit to yourself and to your
husband/cinematographer whose work is so creative. While you are still
young, I imagine the conflict will continue until your abundant energy
wanes. I've seen similar in others and saw that the struggle can best be
resolved by yourself and that all others can do is be supportive in your
journey to the eye of the storm where calm and clarity exist.
“ Fear’s wrought long shadow cast in each day lived in each day past Immobile inclination deed Immobile in intention freed Immobile in each day which cedes that fear of fear has stolen some and if not all of what’s to come. Time. Time that’s gone and time that’s here and all the time that’s disappeared Time that’s now forever gone Time that moves in spite of none while learn we must to overcome what fear and time will overrun Fear’s beguiling barricade it is with time in fear we’ve paid
John Savage commented on your video, Missy Jubilee. Dick:
Hello from Colorado Love!! Great Stuff Missy! OXXXO
Livio Farina commented on your video, Missy Jubilee. Dick:
In your last "vignette" DICK
...just for a while...just for a micro second...
you look like
a Blonde Princess of the Elves
and ur eyes...their glaze..
your mouth...your lips....ur long hair
your splendid nudity
are the most beautiful image
i have ever seen
from Missy Jubilee.
Is this just a "chanson"
from the knight to his Princess??
I do not know...
but i love you, Missy!
and that's true.
Jens Geffert commented on your video, Missy Jubilee. 064 White Grrl Niggrr:
Always looking forward to your next film
“ People often overestimate the value of their own opinion. Just a word or two here and there to turn the view and ease despair. Inspired thought through observation Requires not affirmation And may with luck Inspire at least a measured dose of Contemplation.
peezarrivi commented on your video, Missy Jubilee. 064 White Grrl Niggrr:
"When did you first think of making this project, The work between your thought and your husbands work is exceptional. I just started watching. What happened to episodes 3,6,8.
“ Plummeting toward darkness so bleak it steals every memory of light from my eyes save your Fiery Flare alight in these Dark Depths. The breath of your soul comforts me, warms me, like the piercing morn sun though cold winter night.
“ Precious Precious Girl Shed your burdens Let wings unfurl Shelter thoughts and Perception Sought though acrid Introspection Keep in your eyes some wild Perfection And shake cerebral Dereliction Precious Precious Girl So without you ends the World
Dan Adams commented on your video, Missy Jubilee. 064 White Grrl Niggrr:
"Prayer is premeditated love. It begins with forgiveness.
“ Tightly locked In a very small box With Sound proof walls and Shackles and locks. Of Charred and Scarred and Smoldered remains. To Rack Relentless, Unbearable Pains. Incessant screams, And ever in vain. The me in there That no one can see. The me in there That no one can hear.
“ It’s a bit like microwave popcorn. The microwave produces frequencies that excite the molecules in the dense popcorn kernel until its internal pressure causes a violent explosion that tears the kernel inside out and produces a deliciously edible treat.
Dan Adams commented on your video, Missy Jubilee. 064 White Grrl Niggrr:
"Indeed you loved him. The opposite of love is indifference. Pray for him still.
Thomas Courtney commented on your video, Missy Jubilee. 064 White Grrl Niggrr:
"THINKING MAGNIFIED BY SEX
kicknh commented on your video, Missy Jubilee. 064 White Grrl Niggrr:
"You're editing is pure perfection. Do you teach at all or work with people who want to learn?
“ The putrid taste of your disdain, guzzled down with spit and bile I stare at you with the same contempt as the day I lost my only child For what you come to represent For all that lived is wrong For all that now is lost and all that now is forever gone
dirk_gently commented on Missy Jubilee. 064 White Grrl Niggrr. Release & script
I was born on a Tuesday. Full of grace (note; not fair of face).
Asking an educated person to stop thinking deeply is like asking an uneducated person to start. We are all pushing and pulling our way; but education is a one way process. We cannot unlearn without surgery (yes I remember) and we cannot gain blissful ignorance from intellectualism.
Anyway; Is it worth it? Shut the front door.
There is entrapment in measuring worth but we do so to seek power.
"That power is measured by the pound or the fist. Its as clear as this. oh". - Paul Weller 1980.
Alan Rogers commented on your video, Missy Jubilee. 064 White Grrl Niggrr:
Here’s my own belief about all the dirty girls
That you have to clean the oyster to find the pearl
- Bernie Taupin (the one that wrote the lyrics for Elton John (don’t call the grammar police…I am the grammar police)) 1973
So. One eye opened against the pull of the crusty eyelashes. Perhaps there was a breeze along the beach that day. I like to imagine this though I suspect I am way off the mark.
I am glad the sun found its way into your burrow and warmed you from your hibernation (probably more like rain I guess with a shock awakening, as it must be winter there). This is a rage. A stomp, and a worthy one. Both my parents are dead but I don’t relate here, its just a fact. I can understand the angst; So much unsaid.
Good song choice as usual. A mood setter. Watch me back away though. Those guys mean business….. but so do you.
As our good mutual friend Outkast once said:
I want to see you on your badest behaviour
Lend me some sugar
I am your neighbour
Ah here we go now
You know what to do.
Ventura sent you a message on Vimeo:
Hey Miss J. I am very sorry, one can now respect the long time away. Your loss is very sad, and I hope you found some closure. I love your work. Keep going, and I love it that I find myself just a small part of your continuing journey. ....Like Prindy AhLoy in "Poor Fellow My Country" (Xavier Herbert) you are just followin... "your roan road"
willem commented on your video, Missy Jubilee. 064 White Grrl Niggrr:
Good to see you again. Thought for a while you'd given up on the projekt. Still wondering, although probably will never know, the outcome for you.
“ Thanks for your return ! it's always a pleasure ! The images and music are still excellent. I'm a little disappointed because I liked the stories you were telling, more scripted, with more pictures. Now I have the impression that you illustrate music, like clips (music is excellent, as always) and your messages are less strong (even if I learn with sadness the disappearance and absence ... ), Less surprising, less constructed. See you soon !
Chris Gymer commented on your video, Missy Jubilee. 064 White Grrl Niggrr:
Amazing. You really have been doing some work, and I don’t just mean making movies.
This really is a wonderful piece. Visually, aurally, philosophically wonderful.
I’ve been listening to the ‘Concert for George’ album again recently, and so I recall the lines
All things must pass
All things must pass away
Still, I feel for you at the death of your father. It’s another change of life, to lose a parent.
Thank you for making me feel not alone on almost all of these matters. The truthful erotic side of your life is touching and hits me hard from my youth to me now in my early 40's. It is nice that I am not alone in the feelings expressed and words put forward in your films. Keep it real, and keep it going.
With heart and soul,
Subject: I don't like porn, but I'm addicted to erotica
I'm a 38 year old guy. I used to love looking at porn; well I enjoyed looking at the naked female body. I loved watching the girls enjoying the pleasure and their orgasms. I think the porn industry has become a bit sick. Erotica is what really gets me off.
I find myself watching your short films, and I enjoy the bulge that forms in my pants. :)
I watch film after film after film. It's fantastic, and I love it. It leaves me incredibly horny afterwards!
Keep it up! ;-)
Robot Five commented on your video, Missy Jubilee. Never Fucking Get Caught remixxx (audio only):
“ That DJ Tho. Ever on Point.