Unfortunately, that "sense of loneliness" can only be experienced one person at a time... Impossible to share, unless you don't communicate at all.
It would be foolish of me to say: "I am with you" or even worse: "I love you", but I can say that I was deeply touched by the images of you... Especially in the foetal position... I could feel your pain. It is also mine... Each is own...There is plenty for everyone!
Take care Missy, you are not alone even though you may not feel it yet...